another one

I feel that we are gradually growing apart.
You are so busy that you can't find me in your heart.
And I am trying to get used to this distance.
It's not difficult.
Because it's only to make it back to the original.

It's like a synthetic organic chemistry.
The materials in stable state are too hard
to react without adding extra energy.
Although the more stable state is waiting,
it's difficult for them to get over a transition state.
We are in a long transition state.

You seem to be afraid of stepping into the next side.
Although you seem not to want to see me,
why do you want my voice or text every night?
Please don't get away if you want me.
Please don't put the reasonable reason
on your not doing anything.
Please don't get back to the stable state.
Adding more extra energy,
we can be in the more stable state, I think.

Feeling so confused.
You don't know what to do.
Afraid she might not love you anymore.
I know she says she does.
And hasn't lost your trust.
But who could that be knocking at her door?
-----"Another one" text by Marbriare Samuel Demarco